Arrows through the Heart~

Atas sebab yg tidak diketahui,
I suddenly felt like rummaging through whatever I brought back from asrama....
And I found tons of things,
each of them were like arrows being shot through my heart,
Causing tears to form at my eyes.....

Bayangkan,
Jumpa perfume, ambik bau skit,
Teringat how I will always wear it, just before leaving my dorm to go to school...
I imagine myself wearing it, while looking out the windows, seeing the girls on their way to the school hall during SPM (they were always earlier).....

Found bits of papers,
Full of writing,
Either mine,
Or random writings of my friends,
Which brought me memories of them,
Of the laughs and tears that we had,
Surviving the days we had together,
Searching for petty things to enlighten our days....

Remembering,
And regretting,
Why some of them I only knew of last year,
Wondering,
How it would be,
If I were to know them from when I was in form 4,
But knowing,
There's no use,
Since all that had happened, happened....

Now, I wonder,
How could those I know,
Who had been through school before me,
Went through all these...
They had it easier, since most of them went to daily school,
Where their friends live near to them,
Whom theycan meet easily,
But not for me...

All I hope for,
Is for our bond to stay strong,
For all our lives,
For us to remember every bit of memories we had together,
For us to remember each other even when we are already working,
Already building a family,
Because I know,
And I believe,
That you guys,
Are my true friends....