Minggu kebahagiaan~

So, this past week had been a great week for me..

Got straight A's for my SPM results,
Alhamdulillah..
And most of my friends did great too,
Whatever it is that they got,
Im proud of them~

But, as my posts usually goes,
Most of my happiness came from them...
SyAz...
Since I had to go back to penang to take my results,
I had the chance to meet them again..
And the few days beforemthe big day,
While people was worrying about their results,
I was thinking about our little reunion...
I even went and buy gifts for them,
Using my own money~
It was a teddy bear and self made keychains~
And Sy got an extra Japanese novel, because he was searching for one before...

I was able to give Sy his gift by hand,
But in all the havocness of the day,
I was unable to chat with him for a long time...
He wanted to see my results,
So I went back into the hall to take it from my mom,
But when I got back out,
He was gone...
I was sad,
But I didnt know he was too...
He misses me as much as I missed him..
Okay, maybe not that much, but still...

For Az,
I chose to place the gift at his locker, in his dorm...
Because I thought I wont be able to see him...
But then, when I was in the teachers lounge,
I saw him entering...
And I literally had to kneel....
Seeing him shocked me so much,
I felt like crying...
But,
I only watched him from afar...
He seemed busy,
So I didnt want to disturb him...

Then, last night,
I chatted with Sy..
He told me how sad he was,
That he couldnt talk to me longer,
And that he was happy for the gift..
It made my day then,
I was grinning so much,
My parents and my aunt and uncle must have thought I went crazy, or sumthin..

Then,
At midnight,
I saw that Az was online...
But I chose not to chat with him...
Somehow,
I've created this mental image,
That he was annoyed by me,
So I have always created a distance between us..
I guess thts the real reason why I didnt want to give the gift by hand..
But suddenly,
He said hi through the chat...
I was elated~
I talked to him abit,
He said thanks for the gift..

Then Ive gotten to know that he chatted with Fwz a bit,
So I asked Fwz abt it,
And he said,
"Dia kta dia rindu kt hng, tp skit je... rindu gak ah tu..."
My heart felt like it was going to explode~
I kept on biting my pillow,
Trying to calm myself....

Best part of all that,
Is that the promise,
That I would see them again,
On the 5th of April,
And tht I would sleep at the hostel,
So that I could have more time to chatt with them..
This plan must happen...
It must!!
Hopefully....

Ps: since theyre in the dance troop, they would be doing a performance on the Hari Kecemerlangan Academik... I miss seeing them dance alot....